Tamara's Tidbits

Okay, I have been reading my kids blogs for a while and Heather has urged me to get on here and create my own. So here goes. First of all I just wanted to say how proud I am of each one of my kids and the way they are trying to get their lives in order. I see how each one of them has grown into a wonderful adult. Yes even Richard is getting better. He has a lot of growing to do but he is also starting to try, which for him is a huge advancement.

So my goal is to try and post something meaningful here at least once a week. Reflecting on my life, I realized that yesterday would have been Brad and my 29th anniversary. CRAP, II"M OLD, but wait, I couldn't have been married that long cuz, Im barely 30...hee hee! Anyway I am grateful for the wonderful years I shared with Brad and the important lessons that he taught me. I hope that I can use those better in my life. I am also grateful that I found Steve and as we look forward to our 4th anniversary I know that he is the one I am suppose to be with the second half of my life. I really think that we were meant to find each other because in the short time we have been together I have learned many lessons from him too.
I know that I am a stronger woman than I had ever given myself credit for and that I have a lot more compassion than I thought. Anyway these are my first ramblings since I have never done anything like this before, but I thought it was a great way to keep a journal since I am terrible at writing my thoughts and feelings down. So for those of you who read this, BARE WITH ME!